Goodbye

dear you,

this will be the last time you will ever
hear from me.
I decided to stop chasing you.
Not because I'm tired,
but because I've been chasing around
and you're not even letting me catch you.
Don't wait for me anymore,
I'm not coming there already.
I've made another plan for my life
and I decided to go after my father(real).
I don't know when i can come back here
but whenever it is,
i also won't expect if i will ever see you again.
Thanks for everything that you taught me,
and for all the memories that we had when i was there for 2 weeks,
it's been the most memorable and longest days of my life.
I will never forget you
and the love that we've shared even for a short period of time.
And even for a short period of time,
it was the Best love i ever had in my entire life.

if it's not too much to ask,
please don't sleep 4am everynight;
please be cautious of your cough coz its not good just taking it for granted;
please fold your clothes properly,don't just throw it anywhere in your room;
please don't always eat chicken, consider veges too.
please sweep your floor once in a while,not once a month ok?
please find a job that you like best too.
And please please be a good boy ok.

anyway,

I hope you will soon find what you're looking for in your life
and will struggle your life together with her everyday.
I hope she will make you happy.

i hope you can explain smoothly to grandpa and dad
about what happened to us.


i will miss you forever :(

i hate saying goodbye.
so...
ill stop it here.