Goodbye

dear you,

this will be the last time you will ever
hear from me.
I decided to stop chasing you.
Not because I'm tired,
but because I've been chasing around
and you're not even letting me catch you.
Don't wait for me anymore,
I'm not coming there already.
I've made another plan for my life
and I decided to go after my father(real).
I don't know when i can come back here
but whenever it is,
i also won't expect if i will ever see you again.
Thanks for everything that you taught me,
and for all the memories that we had when i was there for 2 weeks,
it's been the most memorable and longest days of my life.
I will never forget you
and the love that we've shared even for a short period of time.
And even for a short period of time,
it was the Best love i ever had in my entire life.

if it's not too much to ask,
please don't sleep 4am everynight;
please be cautious of your cough coz its not good just taking it for granted;
please fold your clothes properly,don't just throw it anywhere in your room;
please don't always eat chicken, consider veges too.
please sweep your floor once in a while,not once a month ok?
please find a job that you like best too.
And please please be a good boy ok.

anyway,

I hope you will soon find what you're looking for in your life
and will struggle your life together with her everyday.
I hope she will make you happy.

i hope you can explain smoothly to grandpa and dad
about what happened to us.


i will miss you forever :(

i hate saying goodbye.
so...
ill stop it here.

I Love You Goodbye

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

Nurse Me

the one you needed most to cure your pain, is the one that is hard to find....

The Replay

i dont know why i keep listening to chinese songs esp. when im sad and before i go to sleep. I dont know why i feel better listening to the kind of music i dont even understand a word. All i remmber is it all began when i feel inlove with this chinese guy.

You're like a song i wana replay.

Nothing hurts more than realizing he means everything to you, but you mean nothing to him.

everything will work out perfectly, and if it doesnt, its not over yet.

You Took My Heart Away

hai i can't eat.
can't sleep.
i need to fake my laugh
either my smile.
hai since you started to act like this
and when u decided to be with your own
it's like you took my heart with you! :(
(sigh)

If Only You'd Let Me

I love you and I will tell you everyday, Everyday until you forget those things that hurt. I hate the things that make you hurt And how I wish I could take them away. If only it could be done, I'll do it for sure. "...but it cannot be done coz you won't let me do it.."

The Repeat

I SAID I LOVE YOU!

Realize

Never take someone for granted.
maybe by now they are always there doing
ordinary things again and again and sometimes it doesn't make sense.
but you'll never know the importance of that person
until they choose to leave and you realized how badly you missed that person..
and all that non-sense things that s/he used to do.
for s/he is the only one who can turn ordinary into something special..

If there's a way, I want you back

if you were used to do things with someone especially those closest to your heart, its just natural to miss them if you already doing the same things alone.